I am happy about a lot of things in my life right now.
-My lovely, polite, funny, sweet, cute, kind-hearted, adorable Quinn. She is so smart, it blows me away. Not even 2 years old, and she can count to 3! She loves to swim, just like her mommy. She is friendly, and well mannered. She likes to help clean, and clean her own messes. She loves to brush her teeth and take baths. Joking around and dancing are her favorite things. She loves to cuddle, and give me back rubs after I give her one first. She brings me books to read to her, and then reads them to me. She watches my every move, and really understands what I say to her. She is incredibly beautiful and I love her more and more every single day. I get emotional just trying to comprehend how loving someone so unconditionally is even possible. Having a child is the most amazing thing in my life. I love you so much baby girl, forever.
-My family/friends. I am having such a great time with all of my friends. I am doing really well with communication and I feel like it is really helping my friends to understand the amount of difficulty I can have dealing with my anxiety. And in turn, that brings down my anxiety levels, once they can understand where I am coming from. I feel like they contribute so very much to my health & well-being. I wish they could all understand how much I care about them, but I just can't seem to get those feelings & words out most of the time. Raw emotions have become tough for me to want to express in front of others, so most of the time I hide it with awkwardness or laughter. I think they get it though. I hope they do. I love them all so much.
-A lovely boy. He seems sweet, genuine, funny as fuck, and really chill. He is hot as hell and is so into me, it's ridic. He loves sports, Shaytards, HIM & filthy talk. I wish I knew more about him & could see him at all right now. Ottawa came into play at the wrong time, but maybe it's actually the right time. Good things come to those who wait, right?
-New experiences. That's what this year is for! That's what my life is about and I won't stop until I am satisfied! I have accomplished so much this year and have no intention on stopping!! I am on such a roll with positive experiences and bringing more of what my life needs into it. I have had a lot of struggles and hurdles to get past this year, but it seems to get more and more rewarding. Especially lately. I am so thankful for my best friend, for our friendship, and for our mutual support for each other.
-BOYS WITH BEARDS.
Y'all honestly have no idea how great you make my life. Thank you bearded boys, thank you.
...I kinda got distracted, can you tell? :P
